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finding-jodi:

FINDING-JODI’S GIVEAWAY

This time I thought I’d make it a bit of a surprise and really recovery orientated in order to promote recovery and health.

It will include recovery food items, health items, distractions, letters, books, fun things to do etc :)

Rules

It will end on the 5th October 8pm British time

You can like and reblog as much as you like but only reblogs will count

I will ship worldwide

HAPPY REBLOGGING <3

Eating has been really up and down since I got here, but today I’m fighting the freshers flu with a shot tonne of protein and vitamins in the form of wholemeal pasta with tomato sauce, watercress, tuna and chickpeas. I woke up really late today so I’m trying to cram all my calories into the afternoon and it means eating when I’m still full so I’m feeling guilty and greedy and blegh. Last night though a bunch of people were throwing chocolate raisins to catch in their mouths and I actually had a go! I mean I didn’t catch it because I’m shit, but I still risked an unplanned chocolate raisin (shock horror) so I’m proud

Eating has been really up and down since I got here, but today I’m fighting the freshers flu with a shot tonne of protein and vitamins in the form of wholemeal pasta with tomato sauce, watercress, tuna and chickpeas. I woke up really late today so I’m trying to cram all my calories into the afternoon and it means eating when I’m still full so I’m feeling guilty and greedy and blegh. Last night though a bunch of people were throwing chocolate raisins to catch in their mouths and I actually had a go! I mean I didn’t catch it because I’m shit, but I still risked an unplanned chocolate raisin (shock horror) so I’m proud

I was tagged by the wonderful brogan, thanks love.

Name: Heather 
Birth Place: Edinburgh
Where I Live: Edinburgh/Stirling

Hair Colour: Dark brown

Eye Colour: Dark brown

Birthday: June 22nd

Gender: Female 

Lefty or Righty? Righty

Single or Taken? Single
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
Are you in love? No

Do you believe in love at first sight? No
Who ended your last relationship? He did
Have you ever broken someone else heart? I really doubt it
Are you afraid of commitment? Sometimes
Have you hugged someone within the last week? So many people, last of which being my new neighbour
Have you ever had a secret admirer? If I have then they did a good job on that secret
Ever broken your own heart? I dont even know how one would go about that
Did you spend valentines day alone? No
TEN CHOICES


Love or Lust? Love

Lemonade or Iced tea? Iced tea
Cats or Dogs? Cats

A few best friends or many best friends? A few

Tv or internet? Don’t do this to me
Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
Day or Night? Both

Text or call? Text

Make-up or natural? Make up but i tend to try make it LOOK natural
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS


Ever been caught making out? Yeah
Fallen down or up the stairs? Every time i move
Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? Yes
Prank called a store? No

Skipped school? Yeah

Wanted to disappear? Mhm
Spent all your money? Well the shoes just call out to me soooo
Met a celebrity? Mainly just ones from unheard of bands but John Green, The Wanted, Greg James and Russell Kane
Been really ill? Tonsillitis a few times, mainly just colds
Ever been high? A couple of times
TEN PREFERENCES
Smile or eyes? Oh lord both

Light or dark hair? Dark

Shorter or taller? Taller 

Hook up or relationship? Relationship overall but no problem with hook ups in between
Funny and poor or rich and serious? Funny and poor

Mac or PC? Erm
City or country? City but with easy access to the country
LASTS
Last phone call? My flatmate
Last song you listened to? All I Ever Wanted by Basshunter (its just what happens here, no shame)
Last thing you drank? Tea

Last place you were? Kitchen
Last kiss? Monday
Last picture you took? Snapchats with Hodor
Last outfit? Black skirt, black long sleeved top, black tights, black ankle boots, green satchel
Last purchase? Drinks
I tag: metamorphosisofmeg, finding-jodi

Intake:
Breakfast - porridge with soya milk, banana and cinnamon
Lunch - brown rice with tomato and basil sauce and lettuce
Snack - trek cocoa brownie bar
Dinner - spicy tomato and lentil soup, 2 slices of wholemeal bread and some yoghurt with honey an apple
plus lots of alcohol and a diet whey strawberry cheesecake protein bar!

Today was a bit on and off, I had a fairly dull day waiting for new flatmates to arrive, but then I had a great night bonding with them. They asked me why I weighed my yoghurt and at first I just said it was a habit but I but later I told them very briefly that I was recovering from an ED so I’m glad that it’s out there bit not a big topic. Tomorrow they want to go for lunch so I might tell them that I’m more comfortable buying a sandwich or something and I think that they’ll be understanding :)

filthy-little-mud-blood

finding-jodi:

FINDING-JODI’S GIVEAWAY

This time I thought I’d make it a bit of a surprise and really recovery orientated in order to promote recovery and health.

It will include recovery food items, health items, distractions, letters, books, fun things to do etc :)

Rules

It will end on the 5th October 8pm British time

You can like and reblog as much as you like but only reblogs will count

I will ship worldwide

HAPPY REBLOGGING <3

Update: I’m still alive and well having been at uni for 20 odd hours, go me! My flatmates all seem lovely though I have 2 still to move in. Last night I went to a UV party and met my friend Sean and all his flatmates etc. and had a great night. Still finding my grounds with eating, I’m managing well overall (so well that I keep freaking out and thinking my eating disorder is ‘gone’ which would be a GOOD thing) but I’m finding it hard not to ‘make up for’ alcohol calories. I’m going to post an intake today as my first full day eating independently. Thank you so much to victoriajoanne for her amazing and thoughtful uni advice, I’ll be sure to let you know how I’m doing :)

filthy-little-mud-blood

finding-jodi:

FINDING-JODI’S GIVEAWAY

This time I thought I’d make it a bit of a surprise and really recovery orientated in order to promote recovery and health.

It will include recovery food items, health items, distractions, letters, books, fun things to do etc :)

Rules

It will end on the 5th October 8pm British time

You can like and reblog as much as you like but only reblogs will count

I will ship worldwide

HAPPY REBLOGGING <3

finding-jodi

finding-jodi:

FINDING-JODI’S GIVEAWAY

This time I thought I’d make it a bit of a surprise and really recovery orientated in order to promote recovery and health.

It will include recovery food items, health items, distractions, letters, books, fun things to do etc :)

Rules

It will end on the 5th October 8pm British time

You can like and reblog as much as you like but only reblogs will count

I will ship worldwide

HAPPY REBLOGGING <3

One day I will leave my head behind and my mind will be free to fly and to fall without fear of the fire above or rocks below. One day everything will cut me less deeply, one day I will stop feeling every feeling a million times more harshly than everyone else seems to.